I just deleted a blog I wrote earlier this evening after feeling like the scum of the earth, lonely, helpless, not knowing what to do. Who wants to listen to that whiny shit? I don't. Then I remembered, it's time to watch fight club again. Remember.... This is your life.
I keep having to remind myself, the only way things will change is if I change them. The only opportunity I have is if I seize them. I need to stop making excuses and making these stricked guidelines for myself.
Carpe diem 'seize the day'
"You're not your job. You're not how much money you have in the bank. You're not the car you drive. You're not the contents of your wallet. You're not your fucking khakis. You're the all-singing, all-dancing crap of the world. " -Tyler Durden
Excellent!!!! I'm crap of the world (jumping up and down clapping). Thank you Tyler Durden. I'd like to thank my Mom and Dad for raising me......." Wow - I feel much better now! Why do I feel like painting and making soap now. Oooo Ikea! I need another shelf!